Not much going on lately... was sick last week and got a doc's appt. tomorrow to see whats going on... might have strep or tonsilitis or something of the sort... tonsils are inflammed thats all I know... dont hurt though...

School projects are all done and all the testing is pretty much done for the week... physics was hell today... will be surprised if I pass that one, but oh well! Just one test... can always try and get on his good side again... but I never really did understand the concept of all that crap... if I dont know it by now, Im never gonna learn it... at least not by when I have to! lol

The week came and went, not nearly fast enough I must add... Was sick from beginning to end... but at least now I dont sleep all day and sweat when I sleep and not want to eat and get dizzy and come close to passing out in the shower and tumbling down the stairs and running into walls and looking really really really opaque! (I know I know... awful visuals!) That was the way the week went for me... Thank goodness its over! Now I can relax and enjoy my weekend!

Mr. Campbell cracked me up this afternoon! Went in to do my presentation with Guido and what does he say to me? "Where did Ashley come from like that, out of nowhere..." And of course me being completely dillusional, and wanting to be at home, with it finally the weekend and all, I was completely NOT knowledgeable of what the HECK he was talking about... There were two Ashleys in front of him, did he really not know where we came from? Did he want to know that walked the halls, or did he want us to go as far back as to how a child is conceived and how we would have gotten there in the first place?! Nope... I just looked at him, and then and only then did he decide to share with me that I aced my quiz on sinelaw triangles... LOL Whoa, way to make me feel AWESOME! Act as if I had been hiding in the frame work all year, and a week shy of the 4th quarter I decide to bust out and do some "kung-fu" math moves... I dunno... must have been the long week cause I just thought he was a riot then!

I had almost forgotten until today just how much great fun it is to hang out with my mom.... call me corny and dumb and all that shit, but yea, I actually enjoy spending time with my parents... Im not the type to pick a fight all the time with em just for the pure sake of it... nope, not me! Just glad Im back spending more time with her.. its Grrrrrr-eat!

not too sure how I feel about this one :

"The present astral configuration may mean that one meeting today not only takes you by surprise, but also has a profoundly revolutionary effect on your thinking and outlook. Just as you thought you had found a peaceful way of life, you find you were being complacent instead. This person could become a lover or a very good friend, but their influence will remain with you forever."

I dont know about some of that... the beginning was pretty key-on... I had found a peaceful way of life as of lately, and there was nothing wrong with my happiness... I was quite enjoying it! I dont have to be with someone to enjoy life, just enjoy being around the people I care about the most! And that was what I was doing... just waiting things out! I did have a surprise meeting today... well kinda...Carl stopped by... which kinda led to my change of mind... change in the way I was thinking! That must be the "profoundly revolutionary effect on my thinking and outlook" that they were talking about! lol As for this person becoming a lover, I think its gonna come to the later thinking... he will be a very good friend, and it will be great if he touches my life... awesome... but I dont think this is going to work out like he "already has plans for" so to speak! lol God I wish I knew what was going on in my head and what my heart was really thinking... I want and yet I dont... I feel and yet I dont... Im confused and yet alone at the same time.... BAH

Little miss matchmaker... lol see how this plays out, I suppose! But I must say, somewhere in some small dark corner of that little mind of yours, you were able to dredge up something that might be half-decent, even somewhat enjoyable and refreshing...Not that I should be surprised at that, you have known me for quite some time, and know every little thing, practically, about me! But check this out and see if this sounds remotely on target:

Monday: 15 March 2004

"...The movement of the heavenly bodies presents a golden opportunity to meet someone who may not be entirely your cup of tea right away, but who will certainly grow on you as time passes! This person will have a very unique and original outlook on life, and one that doesn't always fit in with other people's ideas of normality. But you will find that most attractive..."

Definitely goes with the other night, so thank you... just wait things out and see what happens, but I always knew you had my back!